Yeah, I know I haven't been good about updating this LJ this past week, but I was actually... well, DOING STUFF FOR A CHANGE.
Ok, not like it was anything important, but it was still... well, SOMETHING.
See, I don't know where it came from, but I just seem to have suddently been hit by a wave of motivation. I mean, for example, I've had this one idea for a long multi-part Slayers Gaav x Val fanfic for the longer time (well over a year and a half since the original concept), and was always too lazy to jot my thoughts on it down. Then, all of a sudden, this week it's like BAM!--- I wind up writing summaries for everything I've devised/am considering to do with it thus far in less than 5 days. And I still feel like doing more, if my brain had any more ideas to share at the moment.
And then today, just because I'm bored and I did promise
arcian that I'd give her some recommendations for Overclocked Remix features that're worth downloading, I went and made mini-reviews of the tracks I've downloaded thus far. All 135 of them. IN ONE SITTING. I only started getting tired near the end, when I reached the Zelda tracks. Crazy.
I still can't figure out where all this energy to "just go and DO it" came from, but damn, I want to keep it. I haven't felt this sort of motivation (hell, any motivation, really) in a long, LONG time - the lack of it's probably one of the reasons why I've kept being stuck in this depressive rut that goes nowhere.
But anyway.... yes, I want this to stay. I MUST find a way to keep it flowing. Now that I've tasted the sweetness of being motivated again, I don't want to let it go. Ever.
[Addendum:
jurhael-sempai posted my whole list in her review site as well, if you'd rather not deal with the text version. ^^]
Ok, not like it was anything important, but it was still... well, SOMETHING.
See, I don't know where it came from, but I just seem to have suddently been hit by a wave of motivation. I mean, for example, I've had this one idea for a long multi-part Slayers Gaav x Val fanfic for the longer time (well over a year and a half since the original concept), and was always too lazy to jot my thoughts on it down. Then, all of a sudden, this week it's like BAM!--- I wind up writing summaries for everything I've devised/am considering to do with it thus far in less than 5 days. And I still feel like doing more, if my brain had any more ideas to share at the moment.
And then today, just because I'm bored and I did promise
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I still can't figure out where all this energy to "just go and DO it" came from, but damn, I want to keep it. I haven't felt this sort of motivation (hell, any motivation, really) in a long, LONG time - the lack of it's probably one of the reasons why I've kept being stuck in this depressive rut that goes nowhere.
But anyway.... yes, I want this to stay. I MUST find a way to keep it flowing. Now that I've tasted the sweetness of being motivated again, I don't want to let it go. Ever.
[Addendum:
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